Monday Blues

I am exhausted today. It was a long holiday week, which I worked everyday but one. At times it was fun, I was the only one there and I went around and played on every piano! Other times it was either boring or discouraging. Then yesterday I was released from my YW calling. I think I handled it great until I got to church and saw Britt who is the President and one of my best friends and all of sudden I just couldn't pull myself together and cried the rest of church. I know it's going to be a good thing, I am so busy and it was hard to give my calling a 100%. Now I am the Primary teacher for the 10 yr old girls. Today it's gloomy and rainy and I feel like I went through a breakup and the other party already has a replacement. Pity party in bed is what I want to do, but the house is a class A disaster, dishes, laundry and Christmas stuff spread from one end to the other. But I have wassail simmering for my cold, a sudafed digesting alongside with a excedrin for my headache and Elle's ipod blasting and I'm getting started on the kitchen. Is there anyone out there who wants to come sit on the one clean corner of my couch and talk to me while I clean? Lonely on a post breakup-bad weather-sick-monday isn't so fun! (and Celeste wouldn't even go to lunch with me!)